something unusual...

yeah theres something unusual and theres something strange happening to me right now...i feel so depressed without any reason...im trying to find what is the cause of this,maybe becos im alone literally,maybe becos my lover is starting to get dry or maybe im just missing him again...i miss him so much.im going nowhere again.AAHHHHH!!! this is too much too bear...i need something or maybe someone to talk to right now,not just somebody,i need a friend who can listen to me... ill be alright,dont worry,i guess this is just another mood swings...SIGH!!!